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Ruin Me Forever [May. 18th, 2007|05:56 pm]
melania_x
So it's been a while since I've written in this thing, so I think I'll start writing in it more often. Wicola dear, if you're reading send me an IM soon with your new SN because I forgot it. Thanks.

Btw, Thnks fr th mmrs.

Yll lwys b n m hrt. (I hope you can understand that... I think it's hard for me to understand too.)

Let's see... I'll write about this girl that I know who is the sweetest sweetheart alive.

Once upon a time, there was a pretty little princess (who was straight-edge I must add) who wore her black skirt and striped tights to Camden named Ni. Every weekend she would travel to Camden on her Stumpmobile and enjoyed Wentzing around the area, looking as pretty as can be. She would prance around town in search for spiked shoes, hobofied gloves and witty T-shirts that she can gussy up with and wear to the ball the next week. The day of the ball arrived and it was finally time for Ni to make her entrance.
The moment Ni graced the room with her glistening presence in her straight edge gloves, black skirt, white and black striped tights and "Future Mrs. Wentz" t-shirt, the loud voices within the ballroom came to a sudden halt. Every straight-edge man (yes, including gay men... they turned straight for a minute... and then commented on the hand stitched tulle skirt that you were wearing) were staring, mesmerized by the beauty that had entered the room that very moment.
Even though several straight-edged men asked her to dance and even proposed saying, "Ni, would you give me the honor of putting black eyeliner on next to me in the mirror every morning?" Ni refused to dance with any of them... because she already had her eye on someone.
She approached the clandestine stranger:
"Hi, I'm Ni."
The stranger flashed a sly grin and said,
"Hi, Ni. I'm Cola."
"Would you like to dance with me and gussy up the dance floor?" Ni asked. But before he could even reply, Ni whisked him off to the dance floor, where they slow danced to a FOB rendition of "Jeremiah was a Bullfrog".

Then, they lived happily every after. And they also made Eri Ni's honorary wifey.

I hope you enjoyed that story.

Love love love,

Eri
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(no subject) [May. 11th, 2006|08:40 am]
melania_x
rachael yamagata t-shirt that says "no thanks, no more, no love."
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my favorite song right now... [May. 7th, 2006|11:14 pm]
melania_x
faith hill -- breathe

I can feel the magic floating in the air
Being with you gets me that way
I watch the sunlight dance across you face, and I've...
Never been this swept away
All my thoughts just seem to settle on the breeze
When I'm lyin' wrapped up in your arms
The whole world just fades away, the only thing I hear
Is the beating of your heart

Cause I can feel you breathe, it's washin' over me
And suddenly I'm meltin' into you
There's nothin' left to prove
Baby all we need is just to be...
Caught up in the touch, a slow and steady rush
Baby isnt that the way that love's supposed to be?
I can feel you breathe
Just breathe

In a way I know my heart is waking up
As all the walls come tumbling down
Closer then I've ever felt before, and I know, and you know
There's no need for words right now

'Cause I can feel you breathe, it's washin' over me
And suddenly I'm meltin' into you
There's nothin' left to prove
Baby all we need is just to be...
Caught up in the touch, a slow and steady rush
Baby isnt that the way that love's supposed to be?
I can feel you breathe
Just breathe

Caught up in the touch, a slow and steady rush
Baby isn't that the way that love's supposed to be?
I can feel you breathe
Just breathe

I can feel the magic floating in the air
Being with you gets me that way...
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(no subject) [May. 5th, 2006|09:50 am]
melania_x
I don't even know what to think any more to be honest.

I feel like nothing's right and it's not worth it all. Sometimes I want you to be honest with me and sometimes to be honest, I'm so sick of it all.

I need you to be there for me not to be the one to push me over the edge all the time. I know that maybe he could care less about stuff, but it makes it harder that much because you're his girlfriend. And sometimes, you forget that you need to be my friend instead of the person sending messages about him to me.

Maybe this isn't good. I think maybe I need to start new.

Au revoir.
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(no subject) [Apr. 30th, 2006|11:28 pm]
melania_x
And I'm afraid and I can't breathe.
And I'm in love with you but you are not with me.
And I have put so much into a life
I made too much of you now to lie.

-"Letter Read" Rachael Yamagata...

I'm so heartbroken. And I feel so sad that I can't even cry all the way. I feel so disappointed.
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(no subject) [Apr. 25th, 2006|12:36 am]
melania_x
[mood |loved]

Be be my love. Promise me that you will be forever mine.

But why can't I get myself to tell him that I love him?

All I seem to be is his "best friend". Can't we be more?
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